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Sunday Sad Day.

My head hurts. Never thought that too much sadness would cause massive headache. I don’t know what hit me. But I’m sure as hell I’ll be fine. It’s just a matter of time. Some things I just have to let go. I feel the wind in my face as I go faster. Run. Just escape…

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Posted by on March 2, 2014 in Life as I know it..

 

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Potential Dads! Check this out yo!

Got a girlfriend? She got preggo? Well here’s a shortlist of expenses that you might want to take in consideration:

1) Hospital pregnancy test: P300

2) Monthly doc’s visit: P4,500
     (P500 X 9mos.)

3) Ultrasound if boy or girl: P500

4) Pre-natal vitamin supplements: P13,500
     (P1500 x 9mos.)

5) Normal delivery with doc’s discount maybe: P35,000

6) Baby’s disposable diapers until trained to make pupu himself: P24,000
     2 years (P1,000 x 24mos.)

7) Vaccines for baby: P15,000

8) Baby formula for the 1st year: P36,000
     (P3,000 x 12mos.)

9) “Growing up” milk until 4 yrs. old: P96,000
     (P2,000 x 48 mos.)

10) Toddler vitamins until 4 yrs. Old: P48,000
      (P1,000 x 48 mos.)

11) One year of pre-school: P35,000

12) Grades 1-6 tuition: P540,000
       (P90,000/year)

13) High School: P400,000
       (P100,000/year)

14) University: P480,000
        (P120,000/year)

15) Allowance throughout College: P480,000
       (P10,000/month for 4 years)

TOTAL: P2,207,800* (53,549Image USD)

*Prices are conservative estimates and are subject to change depending on the state of the economy when you finally sire a kid. Also this does not include the vast amounts of unforeseeable “luxuries” your child will throw tantrums over, swimming lessons, drum sets, or the latest PlayStation and iPad/Touch/Phone, family trips to Disneyland and Universal Studios in Singapore and or the weekly window shopping to the mall with Pizza Hut food tripping! Scared? Well, that is the price for the unbelievable joy in seeing your own flesh and blood. Way to go Dads!

 
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Posted by on May 21, 2013 in Life as I know it..

 

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SHORT TALK ABOUT CHEMISTRY AND THOSE AWESOME CHEMICALS


Chemistry. I’ve heard some people have it. An attraction that lacks explanation and logic. Your eyes meet, your hands touch, butterflies in the belly and you’re suddenly consumed with another being. You breathe so hard as if it is being taken away, you dream while you’re awake and your heart outraces your mind. You forget anything else because the feeling is exhilarating and so strong that you know the reason why you’ll never settle for anything less. But shit can happen to anyone at any given time. Sometimes intense chemistry is just strong mutual lust and nothing else. It is simply the usual I like you-You like me thing. 

When people brand that a couple has chemistry, they are most probably referring to the chemistry of physical attraction; we see both people in the game attracted to one another and they have something in common, or it could mean no common at all and that will create a hype or a type of polarity which is attractive to both parties, like batteries and the presumption that opposites does attract.

As couples become more intimate, sex plays a vital role and achieving orgasm will foster our desire for long-term commitment. We can actually say that the more intimacy a couple possess, the stronger their bond will be. Explicitly speaking, chemistry can be just sex unless you add the flavor of romance while you’re at it. If you and your partner both recognize the intense catalyst of chemistry as a pure lust craze, you might engage in a brief sexual chance and then split up once you satisfied each other, bringing shadows of sweet memories and no expectancy or outlooks. It’s the ultimate hookup without any pang of conscience. 

Taking this understanding seriously, it can also serve to reduce temptation prior to cheating. Let us take a moment to identify that the chemistry of lust and attraction which we might feel when someone is flirting with us is just a stream of adrenaline or dopamine chemicals. These chemicals secreted by our neurons plays a major role in our brain system that is responsible for the spark that we feel and for the reward-driven learning and thus summon them as chemical messengers.

Since we (or at least me) are fans of romance and its magical forays, why not utilize a little fresh creativity into our current relationship and disburse a little effort so that we can fully assure that we will tread the right path. Just my 2 cents…

 
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Posted by on November 13, 2012 in Love.. and all other crap. <3

 

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RANDOM ACCESS MEMORY

Credits to Don Depresso for the image

Earlier this morning I was at the toilet taking my usual dump routine and all of a sudden I heard the song “Islands in the Stream” by Kenny Rogers and Dolly Parton resonating from the room adjacent to mine. I felt nostalgic about my childhood hearing that song. One good memory in particular is when my mom and dad go on a duet with that song especially when he just came home from Saudi Arabia mostly during Christmas seasons. Since I feel nostalgic I took the opportunity to recall some significant things during this vast 26 years of my life in no particular order.

There was this yellow bell tree near our previous house in Las Piñas Metro Manila when I was 4 years old. I remember this vividly because this is the intersection of the street where all my friends gather during those late afternoon street games. I love climbing that small tree because it gives me a sense of freedom that school time is over. Ironically, no memory of my friends at that moment resurfaced in my brain, not even names.

During my 15th Birthday a friend of mine named Carmi gave me some green mangoes freshly picked from their backyard. We had a small talk about my ranting how time flies so fast and I’m 15 already and still a virgin. Yeah, that kind of sounds horrible but that is what came out of my mind that time. I doubt she still remember that funny conversation we had.

I kept my collection of NBA cards during my elementary days and whenever I see them, it always gives me the feeling on how I endured saving a lot of money just to buy one hell of a pack once every two or three months which contain less than 10 pieces of random NBA players and if I’m lucky I might get a superstar. Totally worth it.

Actor David Hasselhoff. I don’t know, but whenever I see his face there are two images I will never forget: Baywatch and Pamela Anderson’s hotness. Me and my dad we’re really fond of watching Baywatch and that was around 1995 and though I was just a kid I already know Baywatch chicks are really gorgeous. The opening song really rocks up until now.

It was probably more than 15 years ago, our ceiling fan at home had four light bulbs with flower-like designs. One of the bulbs is missing because my dad accidentally hit it and broke it to pieces. He was about to hit me with his bare hands because of my stubbornness as a kid. Funny thing I remembered is when he raised his hand and hit it he knew it’s going to fall and he shielded me. I gazed upon his scared face and hugged me asking if I’m alright. Priceless.

How we remember things are a psychological aspect of us being human. There are just some instances in our lives that we will never forget, memories will return weather you see your old scribbles in your bedroom wall and reminded you how badly you cried when your mom scolded you, it can be a very old toy that you used to love or just some random things. You could listen to a good ol’ song that’ll remind you on what you went through during that time in which it could be your darkest days or joyous ones. It is a free pass to the past that you may want to elude forever or yearn and smile for the good old days…

 
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Posted by on November 8, 2012 in Life as I know it..

 

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Light Yagami Sketch

ImageAre you familiar with the “Death Note” anime? If yes then you are staring at my Light Yagami rough sketch. As you can see this is his most infamous facial expression usually when he is writing names in the Death Note for a kill. As much as I like this anime I would never recommend this to anyone. Why? Because, it is dark and twisted. While I was watching this, I suddenly felt the urge wanting to obtain such notebook with the same goal just like Light, I want change in the system, I want a restart. This anime thirst me for power. As a matter of freaking fact, Light’s demise in the end left me an uneasy feeling. I really want Light to win in the end. I felt sorry for him dying because he is almost there. As pathetic as it may seem, that’s how I felt about this anime and the reason why it’s not for everyone.

 “I’ll take a POTATO CHIP, and EAT IT!”

 
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Posted by on October 28, 2012 in NOOB: Sketches/Drawings

 

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The Eureka Effect: Cheers to Happiness!

Ever get that feeling of epiphany? When you suddenly realized something? Something you discovered or a potential solution to your problem that left you saying AHA! Yes? Then you’re in the “Eureka Zone”!

A few years back, on an evening like any other, I had a sudden realization: I felt I was in danger of wasting my life. As I stared out the rain-spattered window of a Manila to Laguna Bus, I saw that the years were slowly turning like a page of the book wanting to reach the end.

What do I really want in life? I asked myself while staring at the cold window of the bus looking at people closing their shops and children running home to escape the heavy rains. Fairly simple, my answer is I want to be happy of course. Well I had plenty of reasons to be happy: My family is complete, healthy and getting by, though we are not rich, I can say that we do count our blessings and grateful for everything that we have. I had a handful of trusted friends; I had a girlfriend to rely on and kept me sane during tough times and amazingly she could absorb nearly every rant I threw because I lose my temper quite easily. But hey, really, is this how a happy human behave?

Apparently I jot down some of the things that really matters when it comes to pursuing your happiness. Well, at least for me.

i] One does not simply dwell into petty things. I used to let petty things bother me; it kind of pisses me off when people are talking rude behind your back. Either say it straight to my face or do not talk at all! Momentarily I just got to the point where I just did not care anymore; I could just blow it off. Now I do my best to ignore things that really do not matter and it works for me.

ii] Face your fears. You’ll never know unless you try. I suppose being afraid to talk about your fears is one of the worst fears of all, because to confess your fears is really to expose your innermost self; the part you hide from everybody and even those dearest to you! In fact, the part you’re even trying to hide from yourself, because you’re afraid to think about it. You don’t even want to confess it to yourself that you’re afraid because that would be admitting you’re a coward, and you don’t want to confess you’re a coward for fear of being exposed prior to rejection. Yes that’s the word REJECTION; you are daunted that you will be rejected. One solution I considered is to face your fears and to acknowledge them; even confess them, but to take a positive stand against them of course. In life we all have this skeletons in the closet (mine is under the bed though :D ), that we must take care of. It really pays to face your fears and be responsible; recognize they’re there, decide and learn to let it go. Any kind of fear must never let you control your life.

iii] Do NOT let the sun go down on anger or just LET it? Okay so this one might be a little confusing. We all heard that we must let go of any anger we endured before ending the day right? Think about yourself: there is probably never a day in your personal life when you aren’t angry in some way. The crucial question is, “Are you good and angry at the same time?” But a certain individual could only carry so much. Look into your heart and humbly ask yourself this question: How much of my daily anger has anything at all to do with the happiness that I’m seeking?  You could either express the anger regardless how minor or major it is then amplify bad feelings at the end of the day, or just let it, let it dissipate and it could result to your inner peace or just aggravate the depression even more.

iv] Get out of your Comfort Zone. Challenge and seeking new interests are key elements of happiness. This also means learning new ideas: it could be a new game or go somewhere you’ve never been to. An unfamiliar feeling gives me creeps at first, but without it I will never experience something new. Happiest people often seek adventures that could change their life and give more exciting elements while they’re at it.

v] Happiness for sale. They say you can’t buy happiness. I say it depends on the person. I’m a tech savvy and I love gadgets. Material happiness is like if you’re in the sea swimming in the shallowest depths. You still feel the ambience of the sea and you’re okay with that not taking the scuba thingies to dive deeper. Although it might be a temporary happiness, it still amuses you and you get this warm fuzzy feeling of acquiring things you desire.

vi] Listen to people around you. We are social beings. We connect with each other by means of socializing. This generally means that we have to consider other people’s opinions and thoughts then weigh it accordingly. We don’t want to hear the phrase “Cheers to the best advice you didn’t take!”

I want to know things that really matters, I want to live life to the fullest. All these clichés really makes sense to me as I got off the bus that night. As I stare to people trying to live and get by each day, they smile because they are resilient, because tomorrow is another day, another chance to make it right. They already know life is hitting them and they gladly embraced it hoping that one day it’ll all be worth it.

Alas! Cheers to this Eureka! And for two cents worth: “If you’re unhappy or anxious, it’s a sign that your thoughts aren’t serving you and you’re focusing on what you DON’T want. To shift your energy, simply change your focus to what you WANT instead.”

 

 
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Posted by on October 24, 2012 in Life as I know it..

 

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Favorite Quotes

So this subject might be a little overrated. But the thing is we all have our favorite quotes and I really need to include this one here.  Feel free to share yours in the comment section. ^_^

“Get up and take a step. Move forward. You got two fine legs with you…”
-Edward Elric (Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood – Anime)

“The most precious things are also the most fragile.”
-Hisoka (Hunter X Hunter – anime)

- “When you live by a Code that compels you to harsh action, you learn the dangers of curiosity. If I must kill a man because he has done wrong, do I really wish to know that he is a devoted father?” -Samara to Shepard, Mass Effect 2 (Video Game)

“People who act on instinct shouldn’t criticize theories…” -Nobunaga (Hunter X Hunter – anime)

“To survive in this world, we hold close to us those people on whom we depend. We trust in them our hopes, our fears. But what happens when trust is lost? Where do we run when things we believe in vanish before our eyes? When all seems lost, the future unknowable, our very existence in peril… all we can do is run.” –Mohinder Suresh (Heroes TV series)

“It is through the choices we make that we define our lives and become ourselves.” –Filadelfa Tubo

“No one lives in the slums because they want to. It’s like this train. It can’t run anywhere except where its rails take it.” – Cloud Strife, Final Fantasy VII (Video Game)

“Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he doesn’t become a monster.” -Friedrich Nietzsche (Beyond Good and Evil)

“A day without laughter is a day wasted.”- Charlie Chaplin

“In the name of God, stop a moment, cease your work, and look around you.” –Tolstoy

“Dreams are today’s answers to tomorrow’s questions.”- Edgar Cayce

“A life spent resisting temptations is a wasted life” – Paulo Coelho

“You don’t make major life decisions when you are reeling from a loss.” -Jessica Pearson, (Suits, TV series)

“A sex symbol becomes a thing. I just hate to be a thing.” -Marilyn Monroe

“Your imagination is your preview of life’s coming attractions.” – Albert Einstein

“Learning to ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace.” – Robert J. Sawyer

“He’s his own man because he believes himself to be the strongest.” -Machi referring to Hisoka. (Hunter X Hunter – Anime)

“Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever. “– Lance Armstrong

“Trust me, it’s paradise. This is where the hungry come to feed. For mine is a generation that circles the globe and searches for something we haven’t tried before. So never refuse an invitation, never resist the unfamiliar, never fail to be polite and never outstay the welcome. Just keep your mind open and suck in the experience. And if it hurts, you know what? It’s probably worth it.”  – Richard (The Beach, Movie)

 

 

My All Time Favorite Quotes

 
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Posted by on October 20, 2012 in Life as I know it..

 

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